I'm sorry I haven't been in Xanga for a while. All I want to say is I enjoy my life in Tokyo as I don't feel I'm wasting my time here. I'm stilling looking for jobs but right now I have a great desire of learning Japanese. I truely believe this is the easiest language to learn by asian. Especially Katakana is an amazing phonetic syllabary too. There's no other language like this.

This country is far more beautiful than I had ever imaginedc especially my home Ontakesan.

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Life is no good as far as i am still looking for a full-time. Everyday is constant wondering possible job offered and nonstop checking my mailbox to see if JC gives me a job...sounds like this is "the requiem of MY dream"...

Wait a min...what was my plan when i first came to the USA...now they're all meaningless. What if i am not going back and i am not staying? well it sounds interesting... who knows what is the best thing I should do? Why dun i just do whatever i want and let go..... i really want to quit this situation.